Sunday, February 20, 2011

Its always the unavoidable that hurts the most. The split second that makes a pit in your stomach.....and  words that will mold the rest of your life. Words that if said one to many times, may come true. You can only take certain words back so many times before they stick. Starting of like a germ on a doorknob, quickly turning into the flu.
If this is what it is it will never go away. There will be no later dates, just the nauseous, gnawing pain of what was.
I am trying to keep that pit from rising, I feel as though I'm losing.

3 comments:

Nicole said...

This post was kind of chilling and extremely well-written. How are you, long time not talk!

Cheyelle Omar said...

Let's lose together - that way we all get to be winners. It's good to see you back in print, my friend. (((♥)))

BTW - EPIC track.

Amber said...

You're right. The old adage of "stick and stones may break my bones, but words will never hurt me" is pure bullshit. Words can kill your soul and spirit.

I hate to hear something bad is going on with you. Hope everything looks up soon.

<3