Monday, May 17, 2010

Who's next?

I have always found this interesting.
One single event can fuck up your day. Your good day, o.k. day or just a average day...unless of course, your average day is fucked up and miserable anyway.

It just always seems to me that when the sun is shining in your world, and your at least making do with what you have......there is always going to be someone who wants to let you know you suck.
It's like walking outside with a cup of coffee and a cigarette....and stepping on a fucking hornet.

Deserve it or not, why not on a day that sucks anyway. Maybe a day when you already feel like an asshole, you could get the satisfaction of agreeing.

See it as I do or not, I have a handle on my "hopes,dreams, and aspirations". Funny thing is they are mine, and if I turn them into reality or not is my choice. I don't need a cheering squad but, the "your wrong" squad is getting old.

Shit comes in 3's, I'm up to 2.....who's next?

Thursday, May 6, 2010

Glowing Blankly

Ive stared at this screen for weeks just stares back. Glowing blankly, as if it is daring me to put hands on the keyboard and lay forth a testament of things untold.
The fragments of life as I know and knew it.                                                                                                       
It's in here somewhere, I just forgot where I  put it.